I can't save me from myself and my desire to rub pink gouce(paint) into all my drawings and partialy ruin them. I uploaded several new drawings today and lucily they look okay.

My computer is paying for it's(my) reckless life style of downloading porn (regular adult porn....well AT LEAST ADULT PORN) and has the puter AIDS, and all my regular windows close after about 2 seconds. Internet still works okay(well it probly has spyware-heerpees) and I can use task manage open programs, but I'm gona have to face the music and activate that anti-virus thing that came with my puter and download updates for a year on my dial-up.

I'm totaly obsessed with Paganini and ordered 2 CDs of the same music played by differant violinests. 1 came today, 1 hopfully tomarrow. Reading a couple books about him and it's pretty sad and makes me cry alot. Check him out. It's wrong that anyone should know what brittanyspears or the beatles is and not paganini.